Many of us are embarking on a new (or newish) journey this fall, whether it is homeschooling, distance learning or keeping our kids safe in a school environment. Or maybe we are starting a new job, a new goal, or a new commitment. I don’t know about you but when I start something new and it’s hard, I feel like I’m failing.
Like I’m not cut out for this.
Like I want to quit.
But thats normal, right?
God’s Voice or Someone Else’s?
When we start something new all the self-doubting happens and it ain’t nothin’ but the devil. Here’s a quick way to see if you should listen to these voices:
The voice I always hear is the one that rushes me. I often feel behind and push myself to hurry, hurry, hurry.
Balm to the Soul
Today I was watching the Do it On a Dime YouTube channel (I love it) and she was making an episode about distance learning. She talked about how she had such a hard time with it starting last March even though she has a master’s degree in teaching and she was beating herself up about it. But she heard advice from someone (I don’t remember who) that said find a picture of yourself when you were little , like age 5 or younger. Now say the same hurtful thoughts to that little girl, go on, berate her. Tell her :
Who are you to think you can do this?
What are you thinking?
You’re not capable !
You should know better because you have a degree!
If you were any good you’d be better at this.
But I bet you can’t. I bet you can’t talk to her like that. Because she is precious. She is adorable. She is a child. And you my friend, are a child too. A child or God. This is the way God sees us. So I got out my picture. I spoke to the little girl how I talk to myself. I said :
You are doing so good
You are trying so hard.
This is so hard but you can do it.
You’ve got this.
And I cried. It was like a drink of cool water after being thirsty for so long. In came God’s grace, God’s peace. God’s healing for my wounded soul.
More beautiful quotes
Who doesn’t benefit from more encouraging words? (Can you tell words of affirmation are my love language?)